Nostalgia: Mabagyong Buhay Masci
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
I wrote this article 3 years ago for The Mascian:
"Sukob na! Halika na! Sabay tayo sa payong ko..."
Yan ang kinakanta ng mga kapamilya nating taga-ABSCBN the rainy season last year... Pero, pagdating sa Masci, hindi ganyan ka-romantic ang tag-ulan natin. Andyan ang pambaliktad-payong na hangin, nakaka-sipong ulan at siyempre, mawawala ba ang minsan lampas tao na baha --- bahang di lamang sa kalsada makikita kung hindi pati sa lovers' lane. Isama na rin natin ang mga tiny puddles sa quad, hallways at lalung-lalo na sa CR. Hindi nyo na matatakasan ang mabagyong buhay diyan sa Masci. Kaya ang mabibigay lamang ng The Mascian ay kaunting rainy-day tips sa inyo:
1. Alamin ang panahon bago umalis sa lungga mo.
Manood ka man sa "Magandang Tanghali Bayan" o sa "Unang Hirit", walang pagkakaiba yun. Basta malaman mo lang na babagyo o hindi. Kung may signal na, mas maganda na ring huwag pumasok. Pero huwag namang EXAG. Mamaya, ambun-ambon lang, di ka na pumasok...
2. Know your surroundings.
Kung alam nyong palaging binabaha sa paligid mo, laging magdala ng bangka... hindi joke lang. Kung binabaha nga naman ang lugar nyo ng matindi, mas matalino nang magstay sa bahay. Mahirap na ang ma-shoot sa mga manhole na nakakalat sa tabi-tabi...
3. Maging laging handa.
Alam naman natin lahat ang kailangan kung umuulan. Laging magdala ng payong, kapote o kung puwede pa - bota. Para safe di ba? At kung nasa FX o sasakyan kayo papuntang school, makinig ng radyo. Sa mga ganitong panahon, hindi advisable ang matulog sa vehicle. Be alert. Kaya nga may halos dose oras tayong klase di ba? Para matulog? Ooops.. joke na naman yun... Magdala rin ng extrang saplot sa katawan katulad ng t-shirt, pantalon, brip/panty (basta underwear), medyas, atbp. Para diretso na sa Robinson's pagkatapos di ba? (Joke joke joke!)
4. Huwag mag-panic sa baha.
Minsan, sa isang buhay ng Mascian, ay mapepeste ka. Lalo na kung ang mga dadaanan mo ay lubog sa baha, malamang ay ibababa ka na ng FX driver sa dulo ng street at lalakarin mo na lang... Para sa mga sitwasyon na walang takas katulad nito, ito ang tips namin sa inyo:~ E kung alam mo naman palang baha e bakit ka pa bumaba? Para maiwasan ito, umuwi ka na lang. Wala nang pasok... di mo ba narinig sa radyo?
~ Kung pansamantalang nablangko ang kokote mo, at andyan ka na, nakalusong sa baha, ang dapat mong gawin ay... maglakad. Malamang. Huwag kang tumakbo dahil mahihirapan ka lang lalo na kung hanggang bewang ang tubig. Hindi ito beach. Ang mga tubig na tatalsik sa mukha mo ay punung-puno ng ihi, tae, laway at iba-iba pang basura ng kalikasan.
~ Kung ikaw ay natatakot ma-shoot sa manhole... ay problema mo na yun. Huwag tatalun-talon sa tubig sa pag-asa mong maiwasan ang mga butas. Di mo nga nakikita diba? Mamaya ma-swak ka pa sa butas...
~ Kung ikaw ay naiihi at di na mapigilan ang tawag ng kalikasan... pigilan mo pa rin. Kahit nakalubog ang kalahati ng iyong katawan sa tubig, hindi ibig sabihin pwede ka na ring jumingle. Hindi ito beach o swimming pool para ihian. Narinig mo na ba ang leptospirosis? Maawa ka naman. Huwag nang dagdagan ang dumi ng flood water. Pero kung di mo na matiis, bahala ka... sino bang makakaalam?
5. Yehey! Nasa Masci ka na!
Kung sa palagay mong masaya na ang buhay mo at nakarating ka na sa paroroonan mo, akala mo lang yun. Basa ka na, mabaho pa, jumingle ka pa sa underwear mo tapos papasok ka pa? Depende sa trip nyo yan mga tsong... Well, sa totoong buhay, pagdating mo sa gate ng masci ay lalo ka pang mapepeste dahil sa layo ng linakbay mo ay wala palang pasok. Pero mas lalo kang mapepeste kung may pasok pa rin pala (Ang gulo ko 'no?) Siyempre kung may pasok, puwede kang madulas sa CR, bahain sa lovers' lane, matalsikan ng putik sa quad, o ulanin sa classroom (oo, puwede mangyari yun sa Masci). Ano? Kaya nyo pa ba?
At yan ang mabagyong buhay Masci... saya 'no? Hehe.. Peace sa inyong lahat!
July 7, 2003
pepZ
10:20 PM
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Progress Report: Semana Uno
Monday, June 26, 2006
First week's done. Now let's see what
we accomplished, sha' we?
Strenghten KADBin's Leadership
- Monthly Meeting: Present officers introduced
- Caucus: Plans for officer recruitment finalized
- District Meeting: Secretariat orientation and future activities unveiled
- Organization Census: Forms almost completed
CHECK!
Have a Closer Relationship with God
- Nightly Prayer Appointment: Estabished - every 9:30 PM
- Church Services: Indescribable
CHECK!
Be More Organized
- Daily and Project Schedule:Finalized
- Organizer Notebook: Filled-out
CHECK! This. Out.
Wonder how I spend a typical day? I took a Time Management test and look at this:
Classes: 2.5 hours
Studying: 1.5 hours
Sleeping: 6 hours
Exercise/Sports: 1 hour
Family: 1 hour
Grooming: 1 hour
Meals: 1 hour
Transportation: 3.5 hours
Relax: 2 hours
Friends/Gimik: 2 hours
Church: 2.5 hours
TOTAL: 24 HOURS
What do you think? Am I "balanced"? Do I need to change anything? I need insights. Hehe.
pepZ
9:39 PM
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Behind the Things #14: Backfire?
Friday, June 23, 2006
14. Be More Organized.
Funny.
It reads and sounds differently from what I'm doing now.
I'm more spaced out, more reckless, and lazier than ever before this week.
I maybe suffering from acute "First Week" flu. You know, when you allow yourself to slack off and screw up the first week of
anything you do since you can "always" make up for it in the coming weeks. Well, the thing is you can
never make it up. You get stuck; if not with the "flu" then with the consequences.
I feel like this task
completely backfired on me. The plan was "be more organized", but instead, I felt the worst horrors and discomforts of being
disorganized this week.
I
relearned that when you're aimless and unsystematic:
- You lose stuff.
- You miss stuff.
- You forget stuff.
- You waste stuff.
Now that I've fixed my daily schedule, hope things fly right on target.
Tomorrow's another day.
pepZ
11:38 PM
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Juan
Thursday, June 22, 2006
I'm sooo frustrated.
I'm halfway into week 1 yet I haven't really accomplished anything yet.
I've been late to school
Every. Single. Day. What's up with that?
Ang hirap pala kapag nakasanayan mo nang maging tamad at procrastinator. Even if I had my plans all laid out for that day, I just end up watching TV, surfing, or day dreaming.
Buti na lang at hindi pa naman nagugulo yung timeline ng tasks ko this week (see
The Days). But I really need to be disciplined already. Siguro hinihintay ko lang yung pag-
fix ng daily schedule ko tomorrow pero kailangan ko na talaga ng time management ngayon pa lang.
I have
three things to do this week. Numbers 14, 20 and 21 (Am I playing
Deal or No Deal?). I'm already having progress with 20 and 21 but not quite there yet.
I need to Pull. Myself. Together. NOW!
Late na naman akooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!
pepZ
8:53 AM
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Yum
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
And it has begun.
It was a sky-high launch! The project made its debut last Sunday.
And to mark that new start, I made sure it would be un-for-gettable.
We had our KADIWA't Binhi (the Youth Organization which I preside) Monthly Meeting that day. The long, stressful days I had last week? It's all because of this. The preparations. The promotions. The event.
For those who don't know, this isn't just any ordinary "meeting".
Our main objective in the organization is to keep reminding the youth of our church not to stray - not to do things that might as well be left unsaid (READ:
Naughty, bad, bad things).
Meaning: As much as possible, we prevent them from being influenced by dark forces (READ:
Masamang Barkada). MEANing: We invite and convince them to join several (wholesome but fun) activities in the org to expose them more to good deeds.
MEANING: We have to be
cool enough,
funny enough, or
good-looking enough to steal a fraction of their attention.
MEEEANIIING: It's hard work.
Kids these days. Pffft.
It's hard to offer guidance to these people without sounding too preachy. And who likes
too preachy? I don't. No one in this generation does. So we, as heads of the youth group, has to come up with different, interesting ways to snatch them into our "world".
And now - the "meeting". Just think of it as a live brochure of what the org is about and all its benefits to your mind and soul. We show pictures and video clips of our past activities and prove to them that having fun isn't about getting wild and drunk but doing things with your friends that are worthwhile, helpful and inspiring. In fact, last summer, we went to the beach, organized a sportsfest and then taught a bunch of (un)fortunate children. Now
that was fun. And rewarding. Just ask
Ching. And
Jet.
And look, my to-do list that day before the Big Meeting at 4:30 PM:
- Give out fliers. That was 6 in the morning and I looked really haggard and sleepy. I hope I didn't scare them off. Hehe.
- Find a guest speaker. On the spot. Imagine that. I've been calling every nurse I know (since our topic was about Health: ChiKalusugan. Nice.) for two days and no one agreed to do it. I was sooo psyched when Joanna's mom showed up the last minute! She saved the day!
- Make a music video. Since I'm no expert, editing and making that 5-minute video took me 3 hours. Time well spent, huh?
- Make a powerpoint presentation. All recycled.
- Encode. The Programme, the Topic Guide (which I coppasted* from the Net), the Certificates.
- Photocopy. Freakin' 100 copies of everything.
- Think of Ice Breakers. Pinoy Henyo. How original. But hey, it was fun.
- Set-up the place. Tables, booths, souvenirs, etc. Whew!
- Talk in front. This was the easiest. I could just ramble all day.
It was a success. Thank
GOODNESS!
About 70-80 people attended. It was a small fraction out of the 800 sheeps(?!) we were looking after but it's ok. The promotion was weak but nevertheless, we were prepared.
But still, there were two things I would rather forget:
- Many of the facts I presented about the topic which I got from the Net was ALL. WRONG. As confirmed by our guest speaker. Damn you, GOOGLE!
- I forgot to retouch before I faced everybody! Nawala yung linigo ko! NYAKKK! It was embarrassing. Ang haggard ko raw. Halatang may binigay na effort sa event. Haha! Damn, my video coverage pala kami nun!
But all in all, at the end of the day, I felt great! Good start for the project.
Bad trip nga lang at on the way to Joe Kuan for my "Victory" dinner ay na-flatan kami ng gulong! Naglakad pa kami ni Jet waaay back sa bakeshop to get the extra tire. Whew! Exhausting talaga.
Yan tuloy naparami ang kain. Hehe.
Tocino.
YUM.
Fried Rice.
YUM.
Itlog.
YUM.
Iced Tea.
YUM.
Siomai.
YUM.
Hay buhay.
YUM.
*copy-paste
pepZ
10:07 PM
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Genesis
Sunday, June 18, 2006
This is it.
I woke up this morning feeling tired. I did not feel anything special. My thoughts were blank and I was a bit dazed. Then I remembered - this is
the day. A reawakening. I got excited as if it was my birthday or something. It's funny how I make a big deal out of this stuff - this "project" - but I really was stuck in a rut for a very long time and it is freakin' time to get out.
But first, I need
His help.
That was 4:30 in the morning. I stood up realizing how distant I have been
.
I dressed up - wore Jet's shirt, pants and shoes then left.
I can't believe the sun's already peeking at 5 AM.
I went to church. I thought it was the best way to start the day and this journey. Of all things, what I need is guidance and I sincerely want it.
When I entered the building, I got really annoyed when it was already full - all seats were taken.
"Great way to start off, PePZ", I thought.
I had to sit in the "wings" of the building, waaay back in the church. I prayed, asked for forgiveness, and begged for
His presence.
I did not feel a thing.
Then there it was - an empty seat. I saw one inside the main congregation. I knew that was what I needed so that I could be more focused on the service. I needed to feel
something. Anything.
"Nakakahiya. Nag-uumpisa na tapos ang dami pang tao..."
Our church is very organized in our worship services especially when it comes to seating. And church officers are always around to make sure everything runs smoothly and orderly.
But still.
I stood up, walked a few steps across the room and took the seat. I got a few stares from an officer. He tapped my shoulder and said,
"Doon ka na lang kaya." Pointing to a much better chair. Again, I went a few more meters.
Nothing. Where is
He? I was desperate.
FLASHBACK!
One year ago (June 14, 2005):
I locked my self up in the car. Man, it was like I'm PMS-ing, I wanted to cry. What a sissy. Now you're thinking, "Ang hina naman nito." And it's true. I really felt weak that moment. But I didn't cry, thank you very much. I was just bombarded by many pessimistic thoughts - Is this all worth it? What am I supposed to do? Why does this always happen? It seemed like a light case of depression and overthinking. My mind moves in mysterious ways...
Then I faintly uttered, "God, please talk to me..." followed by ramblings of some sorts. I prayed. I don't know; It was just so solemn that time I almost imagined a Voice will answer from the back. I heard nothing. At the back of my mind, I envisioned Him showing up as bright light or some old lady we see in cliched Darna movies. I wished He could show up in a dream and give me a 'sign' what to do...
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I just closed my eyes. Then the last choral song before the prayer started. Damn, I was still searching.
Inside me I was shouting,
"God, please..."
And then there it was. It was the last 4 lines of the song when I got goosebumps. I felt
Him.
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FLASHBACK... (cont'd)
...My cellphone beeped. I have one new message.
It was from a youth org member, Ate Aileen, who I didn't catch last night. As I started reading the message, goosebumps were already tingling from my leg up:
"Be a person full of love and life.
Stay simple yet happy.
When things go wrong, don't go blue.
Just say "I will get through."
Remember, GOD loves you,
tapos andito pa ako... for you!"
A tear fell. That message was just overwhelmingly meaningful to me. The goosebumps never left my body. I held my phone near the heart. He didn't show up. But I felt Him.
END.
A tear fell. Just when the minister uttered his first word in our prayer.
pepZ
9:28 PM
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Tick-tock
Friday, June 16, 2006
I'm exhausted.
One more day to go 'til I cut the ribbon on this project.
One. More. Day.
Can I do this? Ngayon pa nga lang ngarag na ako and my average hours of sleep is 4-5 na lang.
It has been a very long week yet I KNOW this weekend will be alot longer. Sayang ang dami ko pa namang kwento baka mawalan na ako ng time. Hehe.
Maaga na naman bukas. Need to regain strength.
Now Charging...
pepZ
11:09 PM
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Butterfly Carnival
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
First day high!
I proclaim this day as the Best First School Day in my life.
There really was no "event". It was rather a bunch of random stuff strung together.
But the day was great. I dunno but it was exciting and refreshing. It was as unpredictable as this horrible weather we are now experiencing. It has its downsides though. But I guess anything is waaay better than...
FLASHBACK!
My blog entry last year ("Second Day Funk"):
Of course, any good day has its minor downsides. If tripping in a busy intersection in front of the AS building is minor! Haha! It's good I can laugh about it now. At that very moment, I felt numb. I just wanna die. I wanted to act as if I fainted to reduce the embarassment. Well, I'm not that dramatic so I went back to the 'hating myself while looking stupid' act. I did very well, thank you very much. I always wanted to make a decent image when school year starts. You never know - "First impression, lasts." Now if that 'impression' is the one that'll last with the unsuspecting witnesses, then my year is screwed. There were pedestrians all over the place! I just couldn't look at their faces for the fear that every time we bump into each other, I'll remember the shame again and again till I die (or till I graduate (if I graduate before I die))! I just kneeled down as if my relatively-new shoes were at fault. Then I realized it was my muddy shoes' doing! Dammit! Whew! That was traumatizing. But I got up, got my nerves back, and walked away just as if nothing happened. My mind was screaming, "DON'T LOOK BACK!" But of course, I couldn't help it so after 50 meters of walk of shame, I turned around. Everything's normal again. I smiled thinking about it.
END OF FLASHBACK.
The horror. I remember it was like an endless horror train 'til I reached the Eng'g building.
At least today was all good. It was a nice roller coaster ride - with minor bumps, big drops and great rush.
THE TOP 3 BUMPS
1. Being tardy in my first class ever this semester. (Hate Public Transportation)
2. Sweating like a pig the whole day because of the damn weather.
3. Wasting money over a crappy dinner.
THE TOP 3 RUSH
1. Talking and catching up with old friends.
2. Compliments over my weight loss. (Yes, I'm shallow)
3. Being asked to sing tomorrow morning in front of freshies and different orgs. (I just rehearsed, imagine that)
THE BIG DROP...
... this freaking keyboard!
I cvan't type cvontinuously without looking like a eretaerfdedf idfiot!
See what I mean?
I'm done. I'm off to Compex.
pepZ
1:42 AM
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Independence
Monday, June 12, 2006
In 22 weeks, I'm turning 21 and there's no stopping it.
Yes, I'm excited and I'm really looking forward to this new chapter of my life but something's holding me back. I guess I'm not over being a kid yet. Man, I need a shrink.
I do feel I have lived a full life these past years but there's been hundreds of stuff I've been longing to do or achieve. I'm stuck. I just don't know how to start.
Now, I'm here; together with a very good support system (Read: YOU). For the next 21 weeks, I'll work my butt off to finally realize all these.
But first, I had to cut down the "hundreds" since well... uhm, I'm human. I picked only 21 things to put on my to-do list out of many which auditioned (heh).
Very simple things - basic stuff that can actually improve my existence and make my life more comfortable and worthwhile. Let's leave the complications 'til I'm 30. Hehe.
This week will be the planning stage before I kick-off the project this Sunday. It's a big goal, I know, but I need the challenge. It'll also make my hands full for the upcoming weeks. And that's good. See I love being busy. It makes me more productive and and it makes gimiks and rest more rewarding.
I'm stepping out. I'm not stuck anymore.
Happy Independence Day, everyone.
pepZ
9:00 PM
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