Until I Wake Up

Monday, August 14, 2006

There's nothing in motion and I'm satisfied...

I miss it. Badly.

Holding hands.
Watching movies.
Irresistable stares.
Smacks ang long kisses.
Silky hair.
Late night chatting and texting.
Typical dates.
Sweet talks and silent walks.
Tight hugs.
Umbrellas and drizzles.
Sharing drinks.
The "hello's" and "goodbye's".
The "love you's" and "miss you's".

Damn. When.

... No Disappoinments Until I Wake Up.


P.S.
Shoot. Krusty The Clown just died. Love Vintage Simpsons.

pepZ
6:06 AM
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Head Rush, UNO

Sunday, August 06, 2006

After committing a mortal sin, the worst so far in my book, I was back to square one last Wednesday. My mind was again out of whack 'til Thursday afternoon.

I made a decision. If I really wanna evolve and change then I have to kill. AS IN KILL. Whatever sucks me back. I hate the endless cycle.

Good thing it was Church day and I had the most fitting chance to ask for forgiveness. YET AGAIN. I know He's very hurt by what I've done. I was so ashamed to pray and ask for stuff I want. So instead, my prayer was just all "thanks" and "sorrys". It was weird, I was crying and begging yet I did not feel Him. I know He's mad so why give me the satisfaction, right? Have to make up for it.

It was a miracle how my life got a quick turnaround after that church service. Rollercoaster ride, anyone?

LOVE RUSH?

My mom has been setting me up with this Barrio lass and we finally met after the church service. My mom has become really obssessed of matching me up, it's getting beyond weird and annoying. Nauuna pa siyang manligaw at magpa-cute sa babae bago niya ipakilala sa akin. Natatawa ako sa taste ni Mama - basta raw "hindi katulad niya". Haha. Medyo snob and quiet nga kasi si ina. Pero ang gusto niya - pretty, makulit, and accomodating. Kaya apply na kayo sa Mama ko. Hehe.

Anyway, she's nice. The girl I met, that is. I'm tempted to say I might be interested but I'm really not in a hurry. Mas gusto ko pa rin siguro kasi makatagpo ng isang active CBI member sa UP - yung sophisticated and smart. Haha. I wish.

KADBIN RUSH

The KADBin caucus we had that same night gave me a much bigger grin. Everybody was there except Ate Ai . And everyone was just spilling with great ideas, I was overwhelmed. Astig. First time nangyari yun. We had a real "discussion" about things that must be done. The meeting had a few disagreements and arguments but it was fruitful. It lasted a good hour and a half.

I'm really excited with KADBin's new movement. The organization means so much to me because it has God's blessing and all my friends are there. It's a double treat, what more can I ask for? I just hope I can share this passion with every single member in the Kapisanan. Because everything's worth it, believe me. It's like building a giant barkada and family. Gimik with a cause. The perks are endless.

The day ended on a high note and with a few texts with Miss Barrio lass.

God made me want to be a very good boy again. Ha! The next day was a different story. Hmmm...

pepZ
6:30 AM
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